my rightful attitude.

2007-04-03T15:03:00.000+08:00

I hope t die in the earthquake.

2007-03-31T01:37:00.000+08:00

mindy, i will miss you ):

NO, SHE'S NOT GONNA DIE. haha. just that it's her last day of work today which makes me feel very super duper sad. no one's gonna be my listener. cant complain to her bout _ anymore. LOL.

though we're not that close, im thankful enough t have you as a friend. thanks t friendster. teeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. if werent for her, i wont even be working now. if that's the case, ive t thanks jasmine as well. or jennifer and so onnn. lol

min min uh, dont forget me when u get into poly HOR. and its a must t go out with me after i come back OKIE? i really missss the two months we've been working tgt man. all the bitch-ing. haha. so ma de fun.

YA I KNOW NOT AS IF WE WONT BE SEEING EACH OTHER. I JUST MISS HER LA. wah lao. no one open the biscuit tin for me alr. ): miss you min min! all the best to you in everything in the future k? loves-

2007-03-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

failure.

2007-03-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

happy annivasary baby.

the day at sentosa with the girls.
something's wrong with my blog. work tmr. auh. later!

2007-03-18T13:42:00.000+08:00

wow, everything turn out t be soooooo sweet for me. my eyes are swollen. :D i prayed this time hoping it would turn out nice t me cos i thought it wasnt a "results" so ya. i'll nvr pray again.

this is the FUCKING SECOND TIME im crying to baby. yeah, when dad got back saying i couldnt get in and yes it was expected. you know everyone was telling me it'll be fine. i TRIED t have confident this time after millie got her letter. ohwell. baby sat by my side trying t tell me everything's gonna be fine and that was really enough. There's always him t be there for me when i really need someone. i wonder how it'll be without him. thanks baby. (:

life has never been fair. ive nowhere t go now. prob be retaking. i worked for the sake of the sch fee cos i thought dad might not be able t pay everything for me. but hell. private? i dont think so.im not a study material.

im so not looking forward t work neither t go overseas anymore. i just wanna prove esp my mum wrong cos she always think that i cant draw. ALWAYS.she always mention to ppl that. okay, maybe i really cant. BUT for now, i couldnt. i can only blame myself. it made me feel so hopeless and i think its not fair. im not dancing anymore cos ive no idea whats wrong with my crew . everything's just shattered into pieces of shit.. just like that. its like everyone's gonna starts school and .. ARGH. FUCK. fuck the world.

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now mum is blaming me for not following her in the morning. why is she so not understanding? what the hell's wrong. FORGET IT.

2007-03-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

11th MARCH.

THEN, OFF T CLINIC. HAPPY 18TH MY DEAR CAT. LOVE U ALWAYS!

SORRY FOR THE CAPS. WASNT IN A GOOD MOOD. ANW, HALF AN HR MORE T MANDA'S BDAY! TWO BITCHES TURNED 18 ALR. HAHA. MISS ALL OF U MAN. CHEEBONG. SO IN ADVANCE. HAPPY 18TH BDAY MANDA! LOVE YOU TOO!:DDDDD

EVERYTHING'S LIKE SHIT. BEEN COMPLAINING THINGS T MINDY DURING WORK. EVERY MIN, EVERY SEC. HAHA. ONLY SHE KNOWS WHAT.

LIFE IS A PIECE OF SHIT. YOU LOVE THEM! DONT CHA? UH. COS U KNOW WHAT. IVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT.

LIKE phew~

2007-03-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

was kinda pissed this afternoon in the office. so was mindy. we should make a plan.arse. PA NI GE LONG DING DONG! not to bomb the office, but this particular person. lol. you know i know. okay, shut up.

Its my turn t pick him up after work tmr. im so excited! not that im gonna pick him up. its.....(:lol.aww, he called just t say smth pleasant after we hanged up . :D ai si ni!

ala, i took out my monroe piercing alr. one cute fuck lump underneath. woot.

anw, met up with my KAKU this evening for din. it was so nice of her t meet me after my work:D misssss her jiao hair. forever wont grow and she told me she's gonna reBOMB her hair again. reborner sia. so flat alr still reborn! later no hair!

hmmmmmmmm, she got in nyp and heard frm her that andreas and ah juju all diff poly la. wah lao. sure forget us. KAKU, u better dont leave me! -pull down cheeks-

cat's bday is coming! smallest girl turning 18. i still have to wait for, 1.2.3. 9 more months. my bday just passed 3 months ago. cant wait for sunday! my ed-arling's gng too! double yay!

2007-03-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

shits can be dissolve too.
If you would be a tear in my eye I would try not to cry ever again, because I would be scared to lose you. I love you, Edmund. <3

2007-03-05T10:08:00.000+08:00

shits happen without a reason.

2007-03-03T14:09:00.000+08:00

ed didnt come and fetch me after work. he told me t meet him at somerset. didnt come again. THE REASON is becos he was having interview. so i took train with wendy and then millie called. met her and yar, jus nice they were done. thought of having din tgt but HE and KENny wanted t have MOS burger. fine lor.

had yoshi with millie tgt with the gossips. LOL. then they came over. no longer angry cos he bought me a book. :D

wanted t catch a movieeeeeeeeee. but there's no seats available.
i was quite pissed ytd. LOl.

bought a top with millie! then shopped. saw fei er and erika. TSK. miss them SO much. SO SO. much.
slacked at gelare. then, things happened between them. i was quite angry with ed also la. but see his cute face, not angry alr lo. :s

anw, just cleared his eyebrow. haha. tell u all smth. im not gng out today. its saturday and im not gng out.
ed gtg alr. chee bong

2007-03-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

maybe its becos i love you. too much.

2007-02-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world.

2007-02-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

here are some at ed's.

im so looking forward t work every single day. with the company of mindy jas and wendy. ohwell, im still waiting for the ans, lasalle. i doubt im getting in anyway. life's been good so far. love the book ive been reading. MALICE BY DANIELLE STEEL. hoho. awesome.

UH! smth bad gonna happen. damn my left eyelid. Tao Gong, my mum's mum's brother said i gotta change my temper and yea he's right.mood swing alert.

i miss everyone! ash and xinwei. my fella dancemates! jyun and girls! catcha soon aight. :D and my ladies, let's hang out again! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

im bored and it got my thinking again.
like,
sometimes, i dont even know what i really want in life. dance? maybe not anymore. its getting outta my mind. so many things t think about. personal problem hits me too. or perhaps i shouldnt even bother. okay, thats life.
peace yo

2007-02-18T00:08:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday, my dear Popiah. LOL. and happy lunar new yr to all. :D happy new yr pull ur ear!

2007-02-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

lulu made the day.
fantastic!

time t tuck in!

wine after din.

budget uh.

act only!
Love is sweet when it's new, but sweeter when it's true.
they're all funny people. esp wendy. lol.

laters!

2007-02-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

law's gaint bag.

it's hairy.
im gonna pray every night. sorry for those i didnt reply in sms. dont ask bout my results cos it jus suck big time.

2007-02-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

I AM FUCKING HOPELESS, USELESS

THANK YOU

2007-02-09T11:28:00.000+08:00

chilled out with ed after work ytd. had my fav beef bowl before the results fall onto my hand. i might not be able t eat it again. lol. then met louis and co.
yucks, wads with my arm!!!!!! wtf is tht. haha. spoiler.
meet lulu :D
aww, sucha daaaaarling.
jen dap me and millie!
haha, we were taking photos instead of playing pool. wasting money.
so bored that she stonned. lol.
LOL. so cute.
okay, i jus wanna be different
wads with the "mei zhen xiang" pose. okay, inside joke.
aight, nuff of the blacks. teehee.
hmmm. yeah, thats wad im thinking too.

and anyway, i couldnt sleep after i gave ed a morning call. its later. its LATER. i can predict the scene alr. HUR

and interview is tmr. double hur

work work work, i dont even have the time t dance. ive no news bout lush either now. i really envy ash man.
oh wad the fuck's wrong with the world

2007-02-07T08:48:00.000+08:00

caught adrift last night with ed. EEEEEEEEEEEE. horrible show. its damn lame. lol. but the baby Sarah is so adorable! theatre had less then 10 ppl and ANYWAY, hahaha, i walked into the gents man. i was msging min la, then i just walked straight in without looking. then when i lifted up my head, i saw this old man, i was like SHUCKS! the guy outside was like " eh eh eh" and i heard a girl laughing. lol. idiot. so embarrassing. lucky there's no one pee-ing. LOL.

it happens everytime man.same goes t the one at holland v. the ladies was just beside and i wanted t walk into the kitchen. o.o

girls meet up soon with the chao angmoh. :D popiah's bday coming. (: aight
peace yo

2007-02-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

took this last week with min.silly of her t cover her face. :s her scanner kinda dirty. but its okay. better then nth. lol.

I wanna be the one you're waiting for...not the one waiting for you.

2007-02-04T19:16:00.000+08:00

today is sunday which means tmr is monday which means ive t work tmr. im waiting for them t sack me.
and the thought of getting results made me feel sooooo. so. u know.

feb is a bitch. horrible.

2007-01-31T23:05:00.000+08:00

this is jasmine! (:
this is minmin! :D

oh yes i know i cant smile for nuts. haha.
love the oreo cheeseeeeeeeeecake. UH! the peach tea is still in my bag.

third day of work and im complaining alr. but ive got to thanks mindy to get me this job. cant have a job dealing with customers man. my self-respond, very bad. sigh, my huh-ing. mum has been so wonderful to make breakfast for me every morning. kisses-

results in a week time. then interview. all before valentine's day and CNY. 14more days to v day. hoho. :D gonna hit the town again tmr with minmin after work. i dont wanna get tired! ):

heard stories bout lush. dont know what happen either. everyone's talking bout different things. all bout trust, all bout team spirit.all gone.

what a day.

2007-01-28T14:33:00.000+08:00

share a strawberry with your loved ones. He/She will fall in love with you!

trytrytry! ive tried! :D

2007-01-27T01:01:00.000+08:00

pub with the girls. ya, with the si angmoh. haha. jk. :D town before that.

LOL. blackout. haha!

work on monday.i can get to see MINDY! :D hope i'll be sitting right beside her. lol.air knee whey, im down with fever, sore throat, blocked nose. this is sooooo irritating. im ready to die.OUSH! cos i know im gonna flunk my o's. EEEYAYYYAY! ya im sick :B

there's a difference.

2007-01-26T00:28:00.000+08:00